Dear u...
It's been the 2nd day of Idul Fitri/ Ied Mubarak. N I haven't had the courage to try to call u. I've been holding this celly for whole day, I even slept with it last night. Come on ... my heart says... it won't kill u by saying hello.

Now... I dial it... "It won't kill me, it won't kill.." says me self. But.. as I heard another voice on the phone ... I stunned. lost ... no words... nothing... just the beat of my heart in silence.

it's u.. it's real u.... i wanna say hi.. i wanna ask for ur forgiveness.... I want.. Iwant...